What is This?

What is This?


Written By: bananasandfruits


What is this feeling?
This pain in my heart?
It keeps me from thinking
Breathing
Fully functioning
My smile
My laugh
All of it
A charade
An illusion my mind plays
A never ending daydream
This feeling of sorrow
Of disappointment
I do not know why I feel it
But oh how I hate it
It’s tearing down the walls I’ve built
Taking away all of my artificial strength
It pains me to not know why
I don’t like it
Not at all
Take it away
This pain in my heart
Why is this here?
What is this?