So Cold

So Cold


Written By: Amal


Oh you can hear me cry, 

See my dreams all die

From where you're standing

On your own



Its so quiet here,

And I feel so cold,

This house no longer feels like home,



Yeah, I was cold the first day of grade 9, I was all alone

my dog was a bit aggressive, ripped off an officer's bone

I was too busy for school, work, sleep, and even home

I remember that Toronto City Skyline, that dome



I don't want you to trust, I don't want you to fear

Tha story got me so sad , I shed a bit of a tear

I'm 19 and I'm not an alcoholic, I don't even drink beer

Ever since I saw my drunk uncle hit a little baby deer



I don't know how to rap, presto tap, chicken wrap

With the burrito sauce on top, so I can take a short nap

Building up enough energy, so I can run the entire lap

Don't worry, its not that big, don't need a gas station map



I don't want you to know, I don't want you to be

Shoutout to Carlos and Sugar from that cool show on YTV

I dont want you to know the secrets behind me

Just know not everything is over, life's just begun, there's still things to see



Oh you can hear me cry, 

See my dreams all die

From where you're standing

On your own



Its so quiet here,

And I feel so cold,

This house no longer feels like home,



Where my home go, it was right there, where my home at

When there's a will, there's a drain, there's a big fat sewer rat

I never played baseball, Dont know how to hold those old wooden bat

But I can do Tae Kwon do and take you down on those blue mats



On my laptop now surfin the web, oh shit, my battery gone

Whatever, my dad told me to go outside and cut the lawn

Shit we dont have money? Got anything expensive to pawn

Grew up watching Pokemon with Ash, Brock, Pikachu and Dawn



Going to school now, pack my bags with fruit loops and Reese packs

When my mom died, my uncle gave me a present, it was a Mac

Now I used it to learn software, became good and now I'm a full stack

Using the skills from uni and now I'm getting all these racks



When I was younger, my mind was cleear, my mind was near

Exploding at a central point, passegers looking through the rear

That massive boat with 250 hundred passengers crashed and ruined the pier

Thinking back now, thats how my uncle killed that deer



Oh you can hear me cry, 

See my dreams all die

From where you're standing

On your own



Its so quiet here,

And I feel so cold,

This house no longer feels like home.