Lost in this world with no hope of finding your way
Numb to the point you're nothing but a shell; a soulless body
Pain so constant you feel almost wrong without it weighing you down and making the simplest of tasks more difficult than they need to be
Fear that maybe it doesn't get better
Fear of what the future may hold
Fear of never being good enough for the people in your life
Fear of abandonment when they eventually realize that you'll never be good enough
It all leads back to fear.