You don't get it, do you?
You say to try, but I'm already trying my hardest.
You say I know, but I don't.
You say I don't do anything, but I do more than you realize.
All the sleepless nights spend lying awake in the dark
Wondering exactly when everything will get better.
All the tears collected on my pillowcases
A flood let loose when I'm alone because I refuse to let you see me cry
All the times I've held my tongue
But you only focus on when I can't
All the times I've fantasized about disappearing
But don't because I know you need me.
I'm trying, mom...I really am...
Yeah...I wrote this after a really bad argument with my mom, but I'm posting almost everything I have, regardless of how personal it is...